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    Fion,二五未嫁。相貌平平,性格矛盾。从一所重本毕业后就职于一个待遇过得去,别人看得下去,只是自己混不下去的职位。上班两年,先后经历了失望、迷茫、奋发、期待、打击、麻木和抑郁。这两年挣扎间唯一派上了用场的是她残存的适应能力。感情路不顺,现在连可以发展的人都没有;学习路游离,若干试都通不过,学无所成!陷在拥挤狭小的办公室,想蹦出去被踢回来,想喊一下没人应。她哭丧着回过头,发现后头无数泪流满面地年轻人,于是学习默默忍受,不敢有非分之想。
    某个周六的早晨,Fion梦见她妈说不要再浪费时间了,于是偷偷把写好的小说藏在枕头下面。这时候电话响了,Fion妈在那头说她是一个不思进取半途而废令人失望的人!完全正确,Fion想。忽然发现25年来,从未跟随过自己内心的选择,于是决然买了票带着钱逃到另一个城市,找了一份曾经梦想的工作,成就了一番事业,甚至找到了另一半……
    当然,这些都没有发生。还是那个早晨,Fion在梦里刚刚把小说藏好,就被现实中嘈杂的电话铃声吵醒。她闭着眼接起电话,听到老妈连珠炮的责骂和抱怨,脑袋空白。随着电话啪地被挂掉,才终于清醒——8点半,她的周末,才睡了7小时。却,再睡不着了……
    发了条短信过去,赌气地说如果早点认命,或者赶紧结婚,可能就不会这么招人烦!这条信息换来十多个未接来电。欢快的铃声中,Fion心里狠狠地默念:我才不会为别人活着。但终于还是没出息的哭了。

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    wrote:
    其实,为别人而活未必是件坏事
    关键是,那人到底是谁?你真的开心就好~
    10 Dec.
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    D wrote:
    我始终无法相信,你也有这么多的感情,娃哈哈!!!
     
    8 Nov.
    桀睿 刘wrote:
    hey, Fion, cheer up!
    You're always the Fion that we love
    You'll find your life, for sure!
    :)
    3 Nov.
    雪莹wrote:
    我很能理解Fion的心情,我曾经也这样痛苦过,迷失过,抱怨过,麻木过,沮丧过。
    我只想说,无论心情再怎么样,都要相信——否极泰来,都要简直——梦想中的美好。
    每次觉得到最崩溃的边缘时,就要相信这一刻马上就要过去了,就只需在坚持,一下下!
    作为一个不是很了解你但关心你的朋友,我真的相信你!
    请你也要相信自己!
    你行的!
    Fighting!
    1 Nov.
    颖 曾wrote:
    我不知道该说些什么,每个人都有自己的烦恼,但每个人都能让别人羡慕,whatever,只要对得起自己,let it be!
    看看《士兵突击》吧,会让你有不一样的感受的。
    30 Oct.
    许琳 许wrote:
    因为不愿意把苦恼烦心带给身边的人,导致有时候他们反而最不理解自己
     
    放心啦~目前双方已经恢复友好外交。
    自己还是有责任不让他们失望!
    30 Oct.
    盛 单wrote:
    小白别郁闷,努力好好生活下去,Fiona就是Fiona,前面一定有王子在等待的。
    父母也许不懂你,但至少当你没有退路的时候,还有他们。
    鼓起劲来了,不然不像我们认识的许小白了,呵呵。
    30 Oct.

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